I left religion almost 2 and a half years ago. After leaving the religion I spent the worst year of my life in Pakistan. I couldn't tell anyone and so I had to practice it. I left because I had a very traumatic and abusive childhood. My father is an abuser so we all would pray to GOD all the time to bring peace into our lives. I spent 24 years of my life in that trauma and GOD did nothing for me, what was my fault? being born?