I left the religion back in 2012, but the people around me and my family came to know in 2019. I was kidnapped, tortured and humiliated for many months before luckily I escaped. After which things were never the same with my family, organisation and the country. Things are not okay and will not ever be Okay again forever for me back in my country. I'm realising that not having a support network has really taken a toll on me. The difficulties of feeling that people, while empathetic, cannot really relate has made me feel quite isolated. I could really do with having similar people to connect with.